MY LAST DAY

The Truth will set you free....

All these years, I've been trying so hard to keep things to myself but not anymore. I decided to set myself free of all the things that make my everyday life miserable and that made my last 7 years unthinkably annoying.

I decided to fight...to be equal. Quits! Although telling the truth is not easy as it seems especially when all these years, you've been looked at as the bad guy and your opponent as the most charming kinda guy. But this is it! Got nothing to loose but just to gain self-contentment....to make it easier for me to leave all these behind and start a new life.

But then again, it is not “me” who would destroy somebody else's 'charming integrity' or 'kind personality' as they may call it. So, after a few days and nights of thinking....I had just decided to keep quiet...thinking that there's no reason for me to speak...no reason for me to tell the truth as I have a new life waiting for me in my home country. This was until my last day at that “hellhole” office that made me decide to go and tell the “fuck_ng” truth...no matter what the results would be. My mind was fighting and telling me to do so. And with not much effort...not much thinking....it'd just went on and flowed like the water in the river. So now, I am very much free and I can absoutely feel it!

written: May 3, 2008