I'M BACK! (THE CHOICE I MADE)

I have been away and now I'm back!

First, I wanna share you why I was away. Well, I was so busy thinking. I think too much! (Most of you know that, right?) And sometimes I hate myself of being like that. But in some way, it helps! I've been on the road in my life for almost 7 years of not knowing what to do and where to go. But now, after those few months of spending my nights thinking...it's finally over! I have made a decision...I have made a choice. I resigned from my job and I am now getting ready to come back to my country and find my luck. Although it took almost 7 years to make...I know I have made the right decision. And it feels so good...it's like freedom gained after years of being trapped. But I guess, we all pass through this stage of life when all we need is just to make a choice: to stay in the deep stale water or go in the rushing rapids on the other side of the river.

Now I will tell you why I'm back. Ok, it is simply because I have lots of things in my mind that I wanna share with you guys. I wanna tell you what's it like to be in my shoes. I am so proud of my decision. I am so excited to go back home. But I am also nervous because I don't know what's waiting for me there. Join me on my journey as I pass thru my chosen path in life.

By the way, to all you guys who didn't stop sending me emails/messages, I thank you so much. You've been such an inspiration and lots of help in those nights when I was so down and about to just "give-up" without fighting. Thank you so so much from the bottom of my heart and from the heart of my "thinking" brain!